Sunday, September 12, 2004
Posted at Sunday, September 12, 2004 by mylife
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Hey….
Today is the day of the worship ministry retreat. And I’m not going. But never mind. Life’s more than fun and games I guess. (“And it’s more that studies and homework…” a little voice replied in her head.) Well was really bored just now so was just surfing the net. TRY THIS: type you name into yahoo or google search and find people’s blogs….haha… and you find out secrets too… urgh. But who cares man…. Right now i’m searching for answers to my Geography homework. I love geography. (“yeah you do but isn’t it such a pain sometimes? All that research, no answers… ”the voice said even more daringly this time.)
My sister is coming back from camp in a few minutes time. I guessed i missed her quite alot. It was pretty lonely in the room at night. All alone... On my bed. Well she's going to be beack soon so never mind. ("And bringing a whole truckload of friends with her, what a bother." the voice challenged) yeah. my sister is going to bring her screaming friends over to my house. to play. a bunch of 11 year olds. And exactly the most well behaved kind. The kind that run around screaming. Bleah. The kind that look over your shoulder and read what your typing even though you tell them to go away. ("in a nice way i must say. not the GET OUTTA HERE kind way..."the voice sounded tired now.) Oh ell. I'll just hope not to lose my temper.
Anyway on saturday i wet to SIngapore Island Country Club. Oh, i got my own membership card now... not that it makes a difference, i still give my dad's number whenever i go. anywayy i went to the bowling alley and bowled. DUH. 2 games. quite good games really. my sister had bumpers for the second game so her score was sky high. and her ball never went into the drain. because the bumpers were there to bump the ball back to the middle. darn.... oh well... then went to see my dad play gold and hit a few at the driving range but decided that i was not going to risk getting reprimanded becaus ei was in the wrong attire. a skirt and sandals. need pants polo tee and covered shoes. so i went with my sister to the pool.... i went in firts while my sister looked after the locker key. Swam 2 laps. Changed shift. My sister's turn and i sat there in the sun. that's why i am slightly tanner. my back is much tanner. much much tanner. then my face. i guess that's why this guy in the pool was swimming on his back. to get an even tan. (voice has nothing to say) Ate and went for JG which was great. Speaker was really good. simple but good. yeah. then after that went to this thai restaurant and had dinner wiht my 2 aunts, one uncle and parents. plus one sister and 3 cousins. yeah, it was quite good. my aunt is such a liar. hehe. she told my cousin that the mango with rice was nasi lemak. and my cousin at first did nto want to eat but she believed my aunt and ate the "nasi lemak" up.
then on sunday stayed for the truth revolution things. but turned out it was discipleship class. it was good. yeah. church is always great. i never fail to enjoy going. yeah so brought my cousins for lunch and was nicknamed "babysitter" by lydia. and "mother" by joel. was fun eating with them for a change. their innocent questions never fail to tickle me. and they had a good laugh at warren. oh well... haha. he was being dumb anyhow.... ("no offence..."voice whispers)
Anyhow, my sister is back. She’s black. Tan. And complaining about the food. Oh well… going to go. Don’t wish for anyone to be reading over my shoulder. (“not my sister of course.” says the voice firmly)
Posted at Tuesday, September 07, 2004 by mylife
Monday, September 06, 2004
it's 12.05am... and i'm feeling as lonely as anyone can feel..... so so alone. My sister is at camp. i'll be alone in my room for the first time in my life... and then you're going away too.... i'll be... a...lonely girl... sigh. sometimes i wonder what i'd do without my sis. i've been away loads of times but this is the first time she's away. first time you're away too... i hope my parents let me go for the worship retrest. ever heard of last minute changes? gotta go mourn for my sister's absence now.
Posted at Monday, September 06, 2004 by mylife
Sunday, August 29, 2004
The other day in school xinyi said that she felt so screwed. that nothing was going right for her. and somehow that smacked me into the irritated-with-everything-mood. i dunno. everything that was irritating irritated me. and it's not pms ppl. not pms. so anyway i dun feel like everything is going wrong for me but sometimes it feels so BLEAH. i drag myself home from school and then i plop my bag down. bathe and flop onto my bed. sometimes i just lie there for ages wondering about the world and lame stuff. then i think if i'm in a super suucky mood i will think about how i miss england and then feel like crying. it''s like being away from home... yet is singapore my home? or is england my home? should i go back when i'm eighteen? or should i stay on here and continue this life as a singaporean? gosh sometimes i wished i never came back. but what would i be like then. urgh. le tmy imagination run wild...
anyway, it's been a crazy week. the weekdays has been more or less the same. except at tuition aaron told me that the PLANETSHAKERS are coming in september and then i nearly died of shock. so tomorrow i will force him to tell me more.... unless he's too preoccupied in getting diabeties. haha. oh well. let's start from yesterday. which was saturday.
i rose early and went to school for chinese oral and listening. listening was alright really. i understiood most of the thing and could answer the questions. but i was sitting right in front. so diao. then after that it finished aroud i dunno 8.00 like that. and then we had to wait for our respective classes turn for oral. anyway i am in 3/5 so it was around 9.00. so sat in the hall talking to dixie, valerie(the fool) and melly. so melly really can't read chinese without going off tune. not that i can... so it was our turn finally and we went to the class and guess what. we waited somemore. in the class. sat on the floor and slacked around.. blah blah. germaine stuffed cotton wool int o val's shirt. my poor girlfriend...haha.... whatever... i did not even care. oh yeah about val being my 'girlfriend'. long story. so funny. it's a joke lah. germ said i should protect her or whatever. so lame. like real i'll ever be unstraight. in like a billion years time. so thewn we went to ANOTHER room and waited somemore. okay blah blah. then oral itself was horrible. i mean miss chiam fei fei was great. but it totally sucked the oral. man. dun wanna talk about it. so i went for jg and of course it rocked as usual. and then had camp com meeting. urgh. oh well... lots more to say but parents chasing me off the com again. bye. tell you guys tomorrow
Posted at Sunday, August 29, 2004 by mylife
Friday, August 27, 2004
mourn for the lost of my lost
haha is my photo nice or not. haha. my hair is like so much man..... ladilahdilah.... today i just printed my poster. wahaha. tomorrow i got chinese listening and oral. man. save me.pray for me? kay? cause my chinese is a bit, nope aalot, nope, super cannot make it... this afternoon went for hcinese tuition quite okay lah. then my chinese teacher was trying to tell her daughter to photocopy the otherside of the paper. then she said "jennifer, photocoopy the backside..." then i kinda started giggling... then i saw hui xian was muffling her laughter too. then clara was grinning and i can't seem to recall what deborah was doing but all i know i ended up into one of my uncontrollable fits of laughter. so today in school was okay but i was so tired during history lesson. man i was practically falling asleep. and then the bell rung. it was closest to the sweetest sound i have ever heard. haha. oh well i gott go practise my oral. adios
Posted at Friday, August 27, 2004 by mylife
Thursday, August 26, 2004
i think my chemistry tuition teacher is out to kill me. he tortured me with so many questions. i don't wanna go to school tomorrow..........
Posted at Thursday, August 26, 2004 by mylife
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
hello.....
this will be a short entry because once again my mum has set a really short time limit for using the computer. and apparently my time is already off. :(. oh but who cares anyway. i am just happily updating now and i told her not enough time so yeah. wahahahaha. anyway my dad is in japan now so i was sleeping in my mum's room on the mattress under the air con. the temperature was 18 and when i woke up my head was freezing. woah. by the way anyone happen to know who is taking o levels this year? germaine, felicia, racho tan, clement quek, lynette, vanessa... who else aah. wahaha. oh yeah. eunice.... hmmm.... die on saturday chinese oral and listening. when i was walking back from school today i suddenly thought about my grandma.... i don't know why. sometimes i wish i had known her better.
Dear annoymous,
i'msorry if i was a bit rude the other day. but sometimes a joke carried too far isn't very pleasant. some yeah. just hope that we can forget all grudges and stuff like that. after all, we will be spending another year or so together. okay?
man.... i suddenly feel terribly tired.... aiya i better go. or my mum will be nagging at me... see ya.
Posted at Wednesday, August 25, 2004 by mylife
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
responsibility or friendship
sorry about the previous entry ppl. wahaha. i amused myself again. well last week, was weird. since it was such a short week. three days of school. hurrah. but on one of the days one of my classmates came with bruises everywhere. her dad beat her. until her whole thigh was nearly black. and got blood. lines everywhere. and i found out that 2 ppl i knew had run away from home. like huhthen this week has been pretty okay. quite stressed with an A math test coming up. but heck i have been practising quite hard.
but today was a whole different story. i mean, seriously. firstly. my classmate told me she broke up with her boyfriend. theyw ere together for 7 months. Cause he was cheating on her. and he scolded her for being suspicious blah blah. man i can't stand him. i thought he was a nice guy. but what a jerk. he even threaten to rape her before gosh. i just ddin't know what to say. cause i have no experience mah. hehe. then she was like on the verge of bursting into tears throughout the day. so it was kinda like a timebomb. wow.
secondly, during legacy(our school's "creative" way for CME), i went to the toilet. and saw one of my classmates. and i saw another duck behind one of the cubicles. she was smoking. in the school toilet. i was quite speechless. i went to the toilet and went back to class. for the rest of the day i kinda just wondered what to do. because i am a prefect and as david says i have a responsibility to the school. but as a friend. i don't think i should tell on her. why must she do this to herself. ARGH. just now as was lying on my bed i decided. that i won't tell on her. i won't tell. i can't bring myself to do it. i'll just let her off. but how to help her? that was just a short term "solution". sigh. i really have no idea about what i should do. responsibility or friendship? I wish she would just quit.
i just finished editing the designs for the youth camp posters. hope it's okay now. got the correct info. i gotta go for dinner now. see ya. mayeb i will post another entry later. see first
Posted at Wednesday, August 18, 2004 by mylife
Monday, August 16, 2004
erm you guys probably don't know what i'm talking about so you can ignore this entry. but you can read it anyway if you want.
dear annoymous(sp?).
you seriously have nothign better to do. every day you go home plonk yourself in front of the computer. and do what? tag nasty stuff on peopl's tagboard. send hate mails to your classmates. you sure have a kind heart. Go get a life. Plus, my conscience is clear. i am not butch. i am no lesbian. anyone can see that. except you. blinded by your own stupidity. i tell you for the second time go get a life. Find something better to do. Like i don't know. play golf or something. or maybe you could hold a tea party with your dolls. sheesh. if you hate me so much. tell me to my face man. don't get all sneaky. don't be a coward. because my life is my business. i don't need you butting in and trying to wreck it. apparently you hardly scratched me. i do't feel hurt. i don't feel angry. i just feel irritated. why. because there are people like you who have to come and break up our class. oh. i know something else you can go do. a new hobby. go find a heart. and a brain. because if you had both of those you would know thqt i am straight. not crooked. i never intentionally offend anyone. until today. and please. just leave me alone. go lok and the mrror and look at yourself. happy tea partying!
Posted at Monday, August 16, 2004 by mylife
Sunday, August 15, 2004
heY! *grins*
i don't know why but evertime this page appears everythign i wanna say just conviniently dissapears from my big head of air... wahahaha. anyway let me telly ou about saturday and today, SUNDAY!
anyway saturday morning i got up usual time 6.10am. bleh... was really tired. zombish i might say. so i stumbled to wash up and somehow managed to make my way to my father's toyota camry together with my equally tired dad.... managed to reach east coast park on time. carpark E2 lah. school say F1. *snorts* oh yah. i was there for my school's annual cross country. anyway so we did the usual, national anthem blah blah. then all the selected runners from my class had the sudden urge to go to the toilet. wahaha. so we took a quick walk to the toilet. which was quite far away. when we reached, we realized that you had to pay to get in. -_-'''. it was electronic so it's like if ylou don't pay the door doesn't close properly. so we held the door for each other. when we got out of the toilet we heard this girl said oh upper sec going to start runnign soon. so we panic lah. because ALL our class runners took a toilet break. so we ran all the back again. to realize. the sec ones had not even ran yet and it would be a good fifteen minutes before it was our turn. second -_-'''. so anyway we stretched and all... blah blah. then we got ready to run. we were briefed and sat there nervously for our turn. then we got into position... and funnily i was second and dixie was first. so when we heard the blaring of the horn(race starts) she kinda gave a little "ah" and started. haha. so we ran ran ran ran ran ran ran.... dixie shoelace came out. so i waited for her and then everyone was running past us and i said "darn." ok say we continued runnign and we met jane and blah blah. all the people we were kinda looking for. so we just ran till me nearly died and laughed at the same time. then i saw hui xian. i was so happy. it was weird not sseing hui xian in school. she went to camp. best friend at camp. thank goodness hendricks did not go. so i screamed "HUI XIAN! HOW WAS CAMP?" and she shouted back "IT ROCKED!"
dunno what was so funny but we all started giggling. the rununers i mean. i mean i must have seemed pretty mad. so we just ran and turned at the big tree blah blah. and we said that the big tree was rather small to be called big blah blah. and when i saw hui xian i asked her to cheer for me (i was bored). and she said "mdm chee is behind you!" and gullible me. i believed her. for your info. i fear mdm chee. not only is she the discipline mistress in charge of prefects... she is my chinese teacher. and she always punish me. do push ups. that's why i kinda developed a bit of arm muscles. though i do my own push ups she gives me so many. i think only last week i did 20... haha. oh well. she wasn't of course and it sent hui xian and muy lan into fits of laughter. okay so i finally finished and i rushed to my class to see them all dressed up as clowns for the parade. wahaha. belly and face paint and all. haha. i had not time to put costume on so i joined the parade and in front of the judges we did cheerleading. ad then i realized OWWWWWWWWWWW my leg hurt so much. that high kick really hurt. so anyway my back and leg hurts now. right leg. yeow. oh then i went for tuition and realized that one of the guys at tuition has a name ASHLEY. that is a girl's name right? hehe. then i went to Jg had a great time. and learnt lots.
God i pray that you will be more evident in my life and people will see that i am different cause you are in my life. may you bless my new cell and God you take care of us throughout the week.
i have to end now. i did not know this enrty would be so long. by bye. tak care people.
Posted at Sunday, August 15, 2004 by mylife
